it took love to understand life
i can write circles around the love i possess until i get dizzy for the g.o.; however, i'd like to use this space to say how appreciative i am of the clarity and vision she provided in helping me understand life. i am in fact human and struggle with my flesh wanting to express the very best she won't allow me to give due to circumstances; yet, i relent to the bigger picture so that my remaining x will provide this change i was birthed for. it weird that my heart sings melodies & as dark as the sky.... this love will never die. i've never felt like i didn't have control as i do now of my sincerity or my emotions, but each day i learn that this life is really not mine; its just for rent and that this space we occupy is a part of a trite and vast experiment that i dream of being out of. those that get it... leave early & each day i get closer to receiving my ticket.