l.o.v.e is s.m.o.k.e & mirrors
early this morn, i contacted my first love on some we never communicate anymore ish... true, its somewhat of a soft/ ho move but when you have a history 7 years running that reason for a season jargon doesn't suffice or apply. well, the response to my message is a ?; how i could associate with someone she lyingly said she didn't sleep with 4 years ago like i was or in the wrong.
joe & i, have a business relationship & that blip in her past is just that... he's trying to break into modeling & i style so i'm getting my weight up thru my by any means & second, working with someone that close to my heart is humiliatingly humbling to say the least, but pride heals.
not only did i wait 3 years for the truth in that situation, but i also forgave her for all indiscretions & idiosyncrises 'cos the love i still have eludes me of all reasoning at times.
joe & i, have a business relationship & that blip in her past is just that... he's trying to break into modeling & i style so i'm getting my weight up thru my by any means & second, working with someone that close to my heart is humiliatingly humbling to say the least, but pride heals.
not only did i wait 3 years for the truth in that situation, but i also forgave her for all indiscretions & idiosyncrises 'cos the love i still have eludes me of all reasoning at times.