seeing outside yourself Sunday, August 27, 2006 |
as of recently, i've begun questioning why people believe so adamantly in me; why they opted to give my talent a chance when others close doors only to their despair. my heart, as in someone i cherish, anna, returned from meeting with the illustriously wonderful people at vogue.
we role-played down to her attire for this meeting and innately i believe the opportunity provided is hers. i believe in her so much; yet she's scared of breaking down in the advent she is selected and moves to new york. i promised her i'd visit if not move with her & i meant just that. i understand my spirit and my fearlessness 'cos i come from the south. a region where many don't understand what it is to dream beyond the confines of the system & those that do don't know how to leave. i've been at a point where i had nothing - not even really myself & God tested my strength. to return to that place unaccomplished is failure to me & i've never done that.
it was once i started seeing outside myself that i indeed understood myself. i have a world to conquer and for everyone that believed in me when i sure as hell didn't, thank you and these work i produce through God's will is dedicated to you.
we role-played down to her attire for this meeting and innately i believe the opportunity provided is hers. i believe in her so much; yet she's scared of breaking down in the advent she is selected and moves to new york. i promised her i'd visit if not move with her & i meant just that. i understand my spirit and my fearlessness 'cos i come from the south. a region where many don't understand what it is to dream beyond the confines of the system & those that do don't know how to leave. i've been at a point where i had nothing - not even really myself & God tested my strength. to return to that place unaccomplished is failure to me & i've never done that.
it was once i started seeing outside myself that i indeed understood myself. i have a world to conquer and for everyone that believed in me when i sure as hell didn't, thank you and these work i produce through God's will is dedicated to you.